Hello Lizziesleap. I'm sorry to hear about your job situation.
You've reached Ballet Alert!, the audience board. While there are ballet teachers among us who can speak to their own experience, you're more likely to get useful feedback from our sister board, Ballet Talk for Dancers:
http://dancers.invisionzone.com/
You'll need to register separately from a paid domain (internet provider, school, business) as BT4D has separate policies and does not accept email addresses from Yahoo, hotmail, gmail, etc.